SHE

SHE………...........................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You may have tried to forget her,
you may have tried to make sure your heart,
that you can live without her
But haven’t you realized yet,
that each time you try to,
ignore her, she keeps appearing in your world………??

You may have thought,
that she is not worth enough for you
But, have you ever imagined,
that how much you mean for her………..??

You may have exaggerated,
about a real beauty of another woman
But have you ever heard,
she is admiring a different guy,
than you……..??

You may have been,
an adulator for,
someone else,
But has she ever adored,
a person except you…….??

You may have dispraised,
her by saying that she has,
no proper knowledge about this world
But have you ever known,
that she is the one who
cares about you a lot…….??

You may have talked about,
someone else’s dignity,
comparing to her
But, has she ever compared you
to another………..??

Think a bit, she may haven’t,
because you’re the one she knows well
And though she is not up to your expectations
And though she is just another person to you
You mean everything to her
Allow me to ask
Have you ever imagined that……..??

ANGEL......................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Angles

Angles!!!!

Do you believe in angels?? Angels are known as Gods helpers in heaven! Angels are special you know in every way!!! Ive watched this programme cald touched by an angel and at that time it was a pretty lame programme for me but you know people take time to understand stuff!! I understand that God works in miraculous ways and Gods plan is kind of complicated!! You must be wondering why the hell a guy who talks about satanism suddenly changes into this guy who speaks about God suddenly!! I dont know how it happened either???? Once in your life you can meet someone who can turn your world upside down you know and this sudden change of me is because I have met that person. Ive mentioned that I had a very dark and painfull past and I didnt give a damn about my religion or what so ever. God is a strange person you know and hez very complicated!!!

Well let me get to the topic!!! Touched by an angel revolvs around these people with bad habits and how God sends these complete strangers to change their lives. According to the story these people turn out to be angels sent by God himself!! For some people it might soung very lame but now I understand that God have sent me his best because maybe I was the worst sinner!!! I was this guy who hated the sight of girls and often known as homosexual as in GAY!!!!! I didnt care about it though but you know I met this one of a kind girl and we became bestest friends ever!! I had no clue of love you know and I had no experience with a girl either but like I sed she was different. She was special. She was awesum, She was my ANGEL!!!!!! Its very hard to change a mans ways you know and this extraordinary girl succeeded in that!!! She did go through a rough time because of me and I never knew that. I never knew that a girl would ever love me like she ever did!!!!! She is now the love of my life!!!!

I never used to care for anyone in my whole life but you know right now im willing to do anything for her!!! Sometimes I used to just think why am I living??? But now I know that there is at least one person in this world who gives a damn about me!!! Now I know I have a reason to live, a reason to smile, a reason to appreciate things in my life. Love is the beggining of a very close friendship based on trust!!! Its not something stupid like I used to think it was. If you love someone so bad you would do anything for that person!!! Feel it! Experienced it!! Its one of a kind! Ive met my ANGEL and she has changed my life completely!!! I love her to death and nothing can change that no matter what!!!!!

Simple Man

SIMPLE MAN!!!!!
I dont like people and I know thats not a good thing but still I rather fancy myself spending my time alone or with my girlfriend!! People are different and obviosly everyone knows it but I catogarize them in certain groups! The most recent is THE NORMAL, THE POSH, AND THE WANNA BE POSH!!!!!! Out of the whole lot I would just want to be normal! I dont often like rich people because of their attitude but even ive got a very big attitute as some would say but im just proud of what I am right now. There is no harm in being pround of your self hasnt it. People in Srilanka are differnt you know. They just keep nagging at someone simply because of the fun they get!! I dont know why people tolerate that but I guess just ignoring them would do. Its different in other countries you know!! People have the freedom to do anything and I think thats awesum. People in this country just want to TALK and TALK and TALK!!!!!!!!!

Why cant people talk less and work more????? I belive god has given you one mouth and two ears for some reason hasnt he?? Simply to listen more and TALK LESS!!! My theory is that and if someone dosnt agrees with that just fuck him!!! I dont ever want have more attention because I belive I get sufficient attention from people who I should get it from. Dont try to be a wise ass!! Just be a simple man for Gods sake. Be a simple man and people will definitly look up to you!! Be simple man and people will respect you. Be a simple man and people will like you. It dosnt matter on how popular you are but on how many people you can change with your life!! How many people will cry when you die? Maybe thousnads maybe a few or maybe no one at all! Its not being popular!! Its being memorable!!! Popular people are often forgotten when they die but memorable people will live in the hearts of their loved ones for ever!!! Just be a SIMPLE MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Satanism

Satanism
Satanism is something often people are disgusted about!! Not to mention that it realy exist and there are like so many people who have devoted themselves to Satan!!! Well in Srilanka I dont think you will find many. Im not talking about these heavy metal rock fans in Srilanka. Most people might think they are antichrist but I think they do it to get more attention from people. Real antichrists are really freaky and so are people who follow satanism!!! But you know there is some kind of good in everything, at least I try to find something good in everything!!

I like the concept of these satanist simply because satanism teaches a human that you control your life and no one else. Not that iam one but I wolud rather be a satanist than these awfull christians. Its not that I hate God or something because I dont. I think God and Jesus are two of the most holy people in the world but its the people I hate. When they want something they start praying like who are they kidding???????????

Satan is known as one evel son of a bitch and I think so but Satanism teaches a man that he is the king of his life and that there is no one such as god!! God is not going to save you when you are about die. Its you that has to save your life is your gonna die!!!! You rule your life not your father, mother, wife, husband, friend or any possible thing!! You live your life the way you can and you do what you want and dont let other assholes dictate terms!!!

Im not a antichrist or follower of satan so and im not that religious either!! But I belive is God and I belive in Satan!!! Im just a guy telling you to take control of your life before it gets all fucked up!!! Dont ever think of the past and say you got fucked up because thats going to make your future fucked up too!!!! Think what went wrong and how and make it up for your future!! No ones going to pick your ass up and put where it should be. You got to get your ass up and take it to what you want and where you want it!!!!!

Introduction

"The tradegy of life is not death but what we let die inside of us while we live"

As mentioned in my profile im just an ordinary guy trying to put my frustation into writing than just keeping it inside of me. God!!!! Ive gone through alot of shit in my early days and still its never changed, but insted ive changed myself instead and it feels much better to just get on with life.

I used to be a guy who always get woried of something someone tells me and keep thinking about it all the time. With time I realized that thinking about it just makes it worse and it dosnt solve my problems. Well its a long story but it isnt much important so lets just forget it.

My point is that ive changed my ways and there was this special person who changed me completely and thats my girl friend. Thanks to her I dont give a shit people tell me and im kind of happy about that. Anyways I owe my girlfriend my life and if it wasnt for her I would have been a complete freak by now. (not that I am now because people must be thinking im this heavy metal listninng jerk but hey like I sed I dont give a fuck of what you think.)

So anyways thats just an introduction about me. I never heard of this blogspot thing and I always wanted something like this to just express my views. Thanks to one of my friends I heard of this and here I am. So thanks alot to my friend im doing something which I always desperatly wanted to do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!