Monday, November 5, 2007

Angles

Angles!!!!
Do you believe in angels?? Angels are known as Gods helpers in heaven! Angels are special you know in every way!!! Ive watched this programme cald touched by an angel and at that time it was a pretty lame programme for me but you know people take time to understand stuff!! I understand that God works in miraculous ways and Gods plan is kind of complicated!! You must be wondering why the hell a guy who talks about satanism suddenly changes into this guy who speaks about God suddenly!! I dont know how it happened either???? Once in your life you can meet someone who can turn your world upside down you know and this sudden change of me is because I have met that person. Ive mentioned that I had a very dark and painfull past and I didnt give a damn about my religion or what so ever. God is a strange person you know and hez very complicated!!!


Well let me get to the topic!!! Touched by an angel revolvs around these people with bad habits and how God sends these complete strangers to change their lives. According to the story these people turn out to be angels sent by God himself!! For some people it might soung very lame but now I understand that God have sent me his best because maybe I was the worst sinner!!! I was this guy who hated the sight of girls and often known as homosexual as in GAY!!!!! I didnt care about it though but you know I met this one of a kind girl and we became bestest friends ever!! I had no clue of love you know and I had no experience with a girl either but like I sed she was different. She was special. She was awesum, She was my ANGEL!!!!!! Its very hard to change a mans ways you know and this extraordinary girl succeeded in that!!! She did go through a rough time because of me and I never knew that. I never knew that a girl would ever love me like she ever did!!!!! She is now the love of my life!!!!


I never used to care for anyone in my whole life but you know right now im willing to do anything for her!!! Sometimes I used to just think why am I living??? But now I know that there is at least one person in this world who gives a damn about me!!! Now I know I have a reason to live, a reason to smile, a reason to appreciate things in my life. Love is the beggining of a very close friendship based on trust!!! Its not something stupid like I used to think it was. If you love someone so bad you would do anything for that person!!! Feel it! Experienced it!! Its one of a kind! Ive met my ANGEL and she has changed my life completely!!! I love her to death and nothing can change that no matter what!!!!!

3 comments:

  1. Congradulations..I'm confused. I used to be such a good christian pray every day read the bible etc. I pray to god, but it feels like I never get any prayers answered. do you have any advice?

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  2. There is no god nor will there ever be a god & that is that.

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  3. listen, to often we speak to god then stand up and walk away. But how often do you listen to the life within you and let god speak in return? Atheism is retarded, for the first time in history an advanced civilization has looked at the stars, sky, earth, and sea and there only response is; god is not real. Imagine taking color out of all what you see, all that defines an object besides its basic shape. That is the world without god.

    Allow your self to love, to feel happy because of the pure reason you live. Your world and life will become better by tenfold. The simple pleasures of the past will be dwarfed, and the happiness you always strive for will be lay before you. The mystery of god and faith are many, but least you deny yourself the color of this world, and even try to deny the existence of god.

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